What can I say, I use to be so active in my blogs until I decided to delete them all, not sure why, or yeah, I guess I found that everybody even out of BS could read my personal tough, but right now, I have realize that having my friends posted of how my journey is going is what made it so succesfull.
I have had a heck of a year. I have started and quit my challenges without finish them (oh wow, yeah right), I have had 2 miscarrages, no kidding, nothing less to take away your motivation by depressing me. I have a smile on my face every single day, even if some are just hard to get through and motivation to keep myself active is more than I can produce.
I have move to another country, I live now in Dominican sunny republic, I mean, Honestly, who wouldnt want to live here, it is heaven in heart, always, sunny, ….but yeah, beer is a good complement of that happiness…even doh I don’t get to drink often or anything, food is everywhere and that one is another deal.
I haven’t write anything in almost a year, and every time I say I will start my losing process I quit and dont come back to check in, but today I wake up and I know that I won’t stop my postings, because I need them. I have to accept it, that this is part of my process to lose this fatty enemy that I have inside of me.
I have register to the gym, been there 3 days, but missing the last 2 because the car is down and in DRep, no way I am going to take public transportation…but I hope that for this afternoon, I can make it, because I am just missing it. I need to vent anything negative out of my system, feeling the pain in my legs while doing squads or my stomach doing my abs. That is the only pain I want to feel.
My last miscarrage was 2 weeks ago, but I don’t want to be in bed crying and eating myself up, with cookies and milkshakes. So here I am for support from my great friends, the ones that I have been there for the past year and half.
January is comming an my 2nd year in BS too…and I am more likely where I started 2 years ago, but this time I want to make it right, so let me keep in touch with all of you and give me all your kind words so I can feed myself up with your positiveness and great love!!
My new policies are as of today:
BS: morning, evening, nights! Gym at least 4 times a week and as much water as I can tak e during the day!!
Hasta la vista all of you
cheers,
Lisa